I'm ready for this to be over
2025.01.12 07:42 kSmity9 I'm ready for this to be over
If I could just dissappear i would I feel so unwanted always the last choice or nobody's at all I just want someone to want to be by my side and stay with me I dont know why everyone leaves š guess it true what they say we all die alone anyways
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2025.01.12 07:42 TheGreatSuperbOwl Close lookalike to THE ring.
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2025.01.12 07:42 curiousgeorge2048 Most posts in AITAH are just people telling stories where theyāre NTA.
Okay so donāt get me wrong I am well aware that some of them are genuinely debatable topics of discussion but a lot of the time theyāre just these absolutely wild stories where OP is clearly and glaringly obviously not in the wrong and I feel like we should rebrand these subreddits at this pointš
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2025.01.12 07:42 Charming-Bet4135 Doctor Orpheus VS Merasmus (The Venture Bros VS Team Fortress 2)
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2025.01.12 07:42 EmperorMitochondrion Chrome on Pop!_OS has a glitch while scrolling on the secondary display
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2025.01.12 07:42 yadel45 Idk if Iām just really high rn but Iāve never laughed so hard as s6e11
āIām so sorry about him sir, Iāll make sure he doesnāt get out again.ā
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2025.01.12 07:42 wankerzoo Thousands gather in Germany to protest far-right AfD congress | Thousands attempted to block delegates from attending meeting where Alice Weidel was chosen as the AfDās candidate for chancellor in next monthās election.
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2025.01.12 07:42 AH4Y420 H: 10 leaders W: some wood
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2025.01.12 07:42 the8bitericshow Adam Sessler DESTROYS Alyssa Mercante in Epic Call-Out!
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2025.01.12 07:42 Realistic-Demand-312 Time to give in?
I (26F) posted in here a short while ago and before that, I had posted 7 or so months ago, but my boyfriend (32M) has a porn issue. He asked me to put blockers on his phone and I didnāt like this because I expressed concern heād just find other things to watch that werenāt blocked, become more sneaky, and lie more. I want honesty more than anything and I do believe the āstrict parents create sneaky kidsā saying to a pretty far extent and I think that logic applies in this context. He said he wanted the blockers and wanted to stop, etc etc. so I reluctantly put them on his phone.
Itās been a few weeks and today I finally looked at this phone again and he has indeed changed from Reddit NSFW pages to now his TikTok being where he views raunchy material. His TikTok viewing was never like this before. I asked him about it - he watched me go through his phone while he was gaming with a friend (not in person) and I was across from him in living room - so it was all very much in real time. He said yes he started watching stuff on TikTok instead and now Iāve blocked TikTok.
I understand this is a process to quitting and heās going to find ways around things and weāll have to work through that, etc, but heās lied to me every time weāve checked in lately. He never mentioned this, yet continued to tell me I could look at any device whenever I wanted AND HE WATCHED ME as I was looking at it tonight. I wasnāt surveilling behind his back.
Weāve discussed I am not trying to stop him from doing something he wants to do if this is a value he believes in and he wants a relationship where porn is A-OK. He has continuously said he doesnāt want to watch it, wants to quit, we have the same value, etc. but then he wavers on that under pressure. He says oh he doesnāt care if I watched porn, he wouldnāt be bothered, etc. I bring up itās not just the porn, itās that Iām not getting my sexual and intimacy needs met in our relationship and I think his porn use is a strong cause of that. I am being super understanding, never got mad at him tonight. He says we donāt share the value but heāll quit for me, then itās we share the value, then heās over all of it, then itās just whatever the next thing he thinks he needs to say, then itās whatever mean thing he can say because heās feeling criticized and feels he needs to go on the defensive.
I have tried everything I can.. I canāt keep adding a site to the blocked list every other weekend after heās spent the last 2 weeks lying to me. If he doesnāt want to quit, then why waste time having these conversations and pretending?
Iām stuck in this dilemma of not being able to tell up from down anymore in all of this. I donāt know what his real feelings and thoughts are and Iām just accepting I never will and that honestly thatās not enough for me in a relationship. Iād rather him occasionally watch some sort of adult content and be open with me than this cat and mouse chase across the internet on who can out weasel the other. We only see each other about 1x week (his choice) to make it all worse.
I honestly hate this entire situation and the fact that the internet was ever created. He is the best - so funny, so intelligent, so hard working, unique and special, good looking, we have so much in common, just all around my dream guy. I really want to get though this together. He is very headstrong, counterdependent, domineering, and quick on his feet as well, but I feel like weāve developed such a strong dynamic over our relationship and both bring different strengths to the relationship and benefit from the other challenging us. I love him, love his parents, love spending time with him, etc, but slowly realizing I have definitely let rose colored glasses create a warm & fuzzy facade around the truth through a lot of our relationship. I trusted him over and over when stuff wasnāt adding up and never acknowledged I was being bulldozed from the start. He is definitely dismissive avoidant attachment style (or just a narcissist or both lol) so I definitely think his porn usage is more than just a sexual urge thing. If it was just sexual urges, Iāve expressed over and over he call/text me whenever he wants and Iād send pics/videos, FaceTime, Iād come over, etc. We have a lot of sex the ~24 hours we spend together on the weekend and he seems attracted to me during that but I donāt know. Iām just beat down by all of this. I promise Iām not unattractive, I hype him up NONSTOP, wear lingerie, bake, cook, clean, compliment, do anything he wants, donāt tear him down, etc. Iāve started to feel like an entirely different person the last few months. My career has been stressful too but even people there can tell Iām different and I donāt think itās exclusively my career driving the difference. Iām just juggling so much and always viewed us as a power couple, but I canāt be Betty Crocker, Pamela Anderson, Cathie Wood, and Nancy Reagan in one body and also police his every keystroke. He doesnāt to be policed and I am not the policing type.
I keep trying so hard to respond perfectly, like tonight when I saw the TikTok activity, and express honesty as the priority and how I love him no matter what, but Iām starting to think we genuinely donāt feel the same about all of this. I canāt tell when heās honest or lying so itās hard to know if he is really struggling to quit and with recovering from the addiction and shame of that or if he just seriously has no regard for me here and lies because he doesnāt want to lose me but does not care about whether or not our values align. I do know for certain neither one of us wants to have semiweekly conversations about the newest relapse, so if he doesnāt want to stop, we have to stop dating asap. I canāt keep doing this.
I know yall will tell me to walk away & I know youāre right and in the same breath, I doubt Iām going to š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²š„²
I really felt like we made some progress for a hot minute and I feel bad because tonight he said he feels like he made progress but I donāt know how he canāt see watch he was doing on TikTok was exactly what I expressed would be a bigger deal than just watching normal porn. JOing to random girls just on a beach in their bathing suits makes me way more uncomfortable than porn. I have voiced not liking the idea of watching solo anything, let alone sexualized gym and swim videos. This actually seems worse as far as the aspects of brain wiring and his viewpoint of women are concerned.
Just so hurt. He doesnāt get it, but I canāt tell if heās genuinely trying or not. I donāt want to walk away but feeling like heās left me no other choice. Iāll be 27 relatively soon and I really thought this was my future husband. Weāve been talking about marriage for a while now and now I just donāt know. Even aside from the porn, this all has shown me how much I overestimated the progress we had made in being authentic and honest with each other. I feel like such a failure that he doesnāt feel like we can talk about things and Iād support and love him no matter what. I donāt even feel like Iād be breaking us up at this point. We both know I donāt want that. It feels like heās constructively dumped me 1,000x and itās time for me to grow up
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2025.01.12 07:42 dodoro0428 Vivo X100 Ultra Photos (Venezia)
Vivid / Vintage Filter (Portrait)
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2025.01.12 07:42 VuVjetz Need to know model version of this PS3 Slim
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2025.01.12 07:42 Time_Plastic_3319 Is this normal ? Iāve been really itchy after having a new partner please help !
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2025.01.12 07:42 LightupProjector Rate my mentally unstable zombie survival group!! š¤ /j
The title is slash jay Iām not actually asking for ratings (unless u want to šš)
Say hi to my gang, Arius, Jackson, Vincent, and Nova!! This isnāt actually the full gang. Itās missing like three people but two of them are dead and the other one is Emcy but she can join the side character gang šš„¶
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2025.01.12 07:42 Beekyboy11 Rate my wallpaper
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2025.01.12 07:42 Jealous-Stand5034 Suggestion: Remove the auto mod.
So there will be 2 workshops, a public one where you can literally post anything but it has to be for free, and a offical one where the automod is still there, but you can choose the price.
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2025.01.12 07:42 Uselessboi76 Afternoons in Taft.
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2025.01.12 07:42 Bad_News_Jones1971 Making new friends.
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2025.01.12 07:42 LucianIsVeryCool Eevelution images to make your day better!
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2025.01.12 07:42 TallDistribution8301 Looking for snow jon
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2025.01.12 07:42 Aromatic_Zebra_8708 Caesar King (by Violetpuppy)
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2025.01.12 07:42 Smart-Membership4686 Should I fill the forms
I got 81%ile in CAT, 231 in NMAT, 23.75 in XAT and 95%ile in SNAP and I have received CAP IIMs mail regarding the registration. I am ncobc, engineer male with 8/8/7 profile 3 months of workex. Should I fill the form and take risk or start preparing for next year? I am really confused Please Help
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2025.01.12 07:42 International_Ad7390 Should you be able to do your Evoās at the same time?
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2025.01.12 07:42 Playful-Object-469 SoloQ is Hell
 | Solo queue is killing me. I canāt take it anymore, please let me join your squad. I Main mid lane on the PH server, but Iāll play any role you need. I just want to play with a team that actually works together. please give me a chance!!!! submitted by Playful-Object-469 to MobileLegendsGame [link] [comments] |
2025.01.12 07:42 Unprofessional_worl4 Washing cloths in the rainy weather
Bhai PG me washing machine khali milna kapde dhone ke liye alag hi level ka task hai š, fer dhulne ke baad rassi pe kapde sukhane ke liye jagah milna, uss se bhi bada task hai Upr se ye aj ka weather. Lagta hai aj ka din kapde dhone/sukhane me hi chala jayega ššš
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